You are one of the best things that's ever happened to me. You're my love and my best friend.

Every girl dreams of that "perfect" boy that is going to make them happy forever. I'm here to tell you, that never happens. But we try our best, and come as close as possible. :) I've never been one of those girls who got along with everyone and always had a super awesome best friend. I always wanted one person to be my best friend, but i'm kinda hard to get along with, and I guess i drove everyone away.

Now my boyfriend is the best. I mean, we're great together (not saying that we don't have our problems,) but he really has stolen my heart. Let's not tell him that :) but, even though i never wanted a really committed relationship, I wouldn't change anything, because I want to be with him for a very long time. It took me until yesterday, almost 17 months of dating, to realize that not only is my boyfriend a wonderful boyfriend, he's also the best friend i've ever had.

He's the boy who makes me feel good and safe, but he's also the one who keeps me honest and will tell me the truth when I need it. He won't take crap from me, but when I need someone to rant to and get mad at (hehe) he never holds it against me. Why is it that I can't get a girl best friend to be a friend instead of making my boyfriend do both? Probably because I'm so darn hard to get a long with, but I know that I'm extremely lucky to have him and I wouldn't change it for anything. :)

What happened to the happy family?

I think i'm going to talk about alot of things in this post. Its funny because i dont have any followers but it's cool anyways.

So things aren't very good at home right now; my dad has officially moved out and no one knows where that leaves us. He has left our farm and animals and pets to go live in an apartment, but the one he picked has a pool and is near my show barn. Bribes?? I dont think they will work.

Because of this, I decided to not be home at all the past two days. This leads to why i no longer have a best friend and why i was out until past midnight (and waaay past my curfew.)

About the best friend: I had emailed my best friend of two years to see if I could spend the night with her on Friday, and i begged and pleaded, but she didnt respond until Thursday saying that she couldnt hang out until next weekend. (this is not the first time this has happened.) Well i had had enough and so i sent her a somewhat mean email and i dont know what will happen now...

But today, i went to a bonfire for my semi-best friend from school, and me and my boyfriend were his only friends there for like AN HOUR! then we ended up going to see KickAss at 9:50 which i'm sure will get me in lots of trouble when my mom wakes up in the morning!

Thats about all I have to say right now. I know no one really cares about my stupid family problems, but hey, it feels good to know that maybe someone will read this.

Thanks a Bunch!