It is impossible to love and be wise

I'm sittin on my bed with Lexi, my cat, and my sister came in and tried to steal her! What a loser -.- I'm sure i'm going to regret the decision to take her at like 3:00 when she wakes up and goes crazy. My dad is super smart, because he knows i dont want to go see his new apartment, so he asked me if me and brad wanted to go see it and sit by the pool. Is that not just evil? He's trying to make it where it won't be so bad (with my boyfriend and a pool,) but it's going to be bad either way. And my sister thinks she can tell me that I'm going anyways??
I don't think so.

My best friend emailed me back. She said that I was the one who changed, and that she didn't really think it was a big deal. Well it was a big deal, and I wont forget it, even if we make up. Did i mention my sister nicknamed me 'Queen B*tch'? Yeah, haha it kinda fits! I got my point across with my friend, so I hope she understands, and if she doesn't, I guess its another friendship out the door.

I've kinda been freaking out lately, most likely due to PMS and stress, but I feel bad for my boyfriend, Brad, because he's the one who has to deal with it. I love him very much :)

What happened to the happy family?

I think i'm going to talk about alot of things in this post. Its funny because i dont have any followers but it's cool anyways.

So things aren't very good at home right now; my dad has officially moved out and no one knows where that leaves us. He has left our farm and animals and pets to go live in an apartment, but the one he picked has a pool and is near my show barn. Bribes?? I dont think they will work.

Because of this, I decided to not be home at all the past two days. This leads to why i no longer have a best friend and why i was out until past midnight (and waaay past my curfew.)

About the best friend: I had emailed my best friend of two years to see if I could spend the night with her on Friday, and i begged and pleaded, but she didnt respond until Thursday saying that she couldnt hang out until next weekend. (this is not the first time this has happened.) Well i had had enough and so i sent her a somewhat mean email and i dont know what will happen now...

But today, i went to a bonfire for my semi-best friend from school, and me and my boyfriend were his only friends there for like AN HOUR! then we ended up going to see KickAss at 9:50 which i'm sure will get me in lots of trouble when my mom wakes up in the morning!

Thats about all I have to say right now. I know no one really cares about my stupid family problems, but hey, it feels good to know that maybe someone will read this.

Thanks a Bunch!

Who am I?

So I know that's a stupid question, because how many people actually know who they are? Who you are is based on so many things, like who you want to be, how you act, what your dreams are, who your friends are, what you do, and so many other things.

I used to be a pretty dark person, but since moving 4 years ago, my life has turned around. Yeah I'm only 17, but I know how much I've changed. Horses saved my life, but I'll try to not post about horses the whole time. :) I have a wonderful boyfriend, many pets, and an older sister I'd rather not talk about. ;)

Well I'm not sure what else to talk about right now, so I think I'll end it at that. Thats me in a nutshell. :)